How can I get my life back on track?

So I have always been really depressed from school family ect, My mom only says "your report cards better be good," she never checks when I have test and she doesn't even ask if I have homework and never has.This means I fail/can fail test without punishment. I am currently 16 (turned 16 on september 29th) My dad has been out of my life since I was 8. He doesn't send child support cause he is a drug abuser and has no money. My family obviously is not wealthy so there is always fighting. I am always on the computer gaming or on forums. I really just want to game all my life but that is just stupid as you all would think.. I feel really lost and depressed all the time and the only time I am truly happy is gaming with online friends. My school life sucks although I am not bullied I have acne and girls ignore me and I am a loner, I spend my lunches alone sitting alone and never say a word. If you are thinking "well if you only had more confidence" your wrong I tried that. Also if I try to talk to guys they laugh at me and ignore. Right now I am failing chemistry, on my first chemistry test I got a 45%, on my quiz recently got a 4/15.. Mainly cause I do not have a scientific calculator. I have not told anybody about my depression cause I am afraid they will put me in a mental institution, although I really wouldn't mind if there was a computer.. LOL, but seriously everybody around me talks about how they are starting to talk to counsilers for applications to scholarships and how to apply to certain collages/university.



I remember being 13 playing games talking to people who were at my age now, saying "omg get a girl friend, when I am 16 ill be working and with friends you nerd get a life" but it seems like I got what I deserved for that..



I really don't have any idea what I want to do for a career other then sitting home gaming but that wont pay the bills... Please guys I really just need help, Please!



What do I do I'm sure you guys reading this might understand how I feel!How can I get my life back on track?
If you father is out of your life, how do you know he is a drug abuser? Or, is that what you mother has been feeding you while denying him access to you all these years, which 40% of single mothers do to the fathers. Also, how do you know he is not paying? Have you gone to the county courthouse and looked at the case file? It is just as likely that you are suffering from parental alienation syndrome caused by your mother. I have seen hundreds of cases like this over the years.



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You're not alone as many people are in the same situation as yourself. If you are not going to college (which you should do if possible) then prepare for and take as many Civil Service exams as possible. This is one way to help prepare for your future. You must prepare otherwise you will find yourself in the same exact situation when your 30 years old. Hang tough. All will be well.How can I get my life back on track?
Look, depression isa waste of time. I spent so many yrs being depressed and now that i look back, it only made things worse. There was a solution to every problem. Sometimes quite simple! Try the library for the calc?? Or if not one from ebay?? Maybe for career since u like computers u can do some sort of computer degree. Theres all kinds. Anything from IT, software engineering, graphic and web design, video game design, computer programming, u name it. Its so in demand. Research schools with those programs!!!! As for friends there were times i sat alone in hs also, trust me there is life beyond it! But u do need to socialize. No one else at ur school likes is geeky or nedry?! I hung out with a very odd group of ppl lolol. Find like a gaming club in ur area or something.
well you man up. all your doing is wallowing in your own useless self pity. if you really have such a problem then stop helping by feeling sorry for yourself and do something. put your damn foot down andstep up to the plate in school. want to stop being a loner? go find someone that will talk to you, if some kids don't wanna talk to you **** 'em, they aren't even worth it then. im sure there are people out there that could be your friend. want to get over this friggin lazy computer game BS, go fill out applications at all the businesses in you area that hire at your age, if you cant find a job, go volunteer at least then you'd have some experience under your belt. your probably a relativity intelligent young man who has gotton a little lost, well stop, do some thinking and if you really want to change, you know exactly what to do. do it. good luck buddy